Thursday, August 27, 2015

Fatigued Muscles

I am so sore.

I'm walking ok, and actually, walking feels good. But if you see me going up or down stairs, or bending my legs to sit in a chair, I look a little odd. Like a little old lady pausing mid-step, reminding her brain to strain those muscles even though they're crying out in pain.

I started a barre exercise class last spring, kind of a mix of yoga and pilates, and they're not kidding with the tagline, "Know your body. Strengthen, Lengthen."


I took the summer off completely with our crazy, non-routine schedules (I've learned summer does not bode well for exercise OR writing / blogging) and started back to these workouts this week. Yes, I was there the first day of school. And the second. And the third. 

And today my muscles are crying out a bit.

When I first started these 30-min barre workouts, I found that I couldn't do some of the exercises correctly without shaking. After several 8-counts of pulsing up and down on my toes with slightly bent knees, my legs would involuntary quiver. No, not quiver - convulse. And there wasn't much I could do to make them stop, even with the impeccably-toned 19-year-old TCU gal on the mat behind me, a captive audience to my noodle legs. But my embarrassment faded (a bit) when the instructor called out to all of us, "Bend lower, you should be shaking ~ we need those muscles fatigued!"

Because it's in fatiguing the muscles that they are strengthened.

We've been through some seasons recently that have caused my parenting muscles significant fatigue. Many days and weeks over the past year especially I felt shrouded by a "heavy parenting" blanket. A blanket that weighted my days with prayer, communication, strategizing, thinking, listening, reading, researching, and the hardest of all ~ keeping an open hand to see how the Lord might be working in my kiddos' lives and in my own heart (and Corbin's) as well.

My heart feels kind of like my legs during that barre workout - tired, shaking, and fatigued, but all the while building to greater strength. I have great hope that these "heavy" seasons are not all in vain. That in time I'll see strength not just in my parenting skills, but even more so in my wisdom, my love.

Like most people, I'm anticipating this new school year, looking forward to a really great year. We have a lot to be grateful for, and a lot to look forward to. Yet just a few days in, I'm aware that it's going to take lots of hard work, and quite honestly, I'm still a bit sore from previous years. 

The shaking, tired, fatigued muscles are no fun. I love water breaks. And days like today, where I get to skip the workout and enjoy lunch with friends. But I'm reminded that the heavy seasons are all part of the process, one I can truly keep an open hand with.

Hard work and fatigue ~ a sure way to strength. 
Perhaps sore muscles aren't all that bad.

Friday, May 15, 2015

Practicing Gratitude 5.15.15

These gratitude posts ~ better late than never!

- Reed moving in last Friday night, getting to meet his friend Lucas from South Korea in the process.

- Watching Big Hero 6 with the kids on a rainy Sunday night.

- Worth this tub of uniforms sitting in our garage for twenty years!

- Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your heart be troubled and do not be afraid. Jn 14:27

- How much Bran loves his church small group.

- Cross and Ruby's summer haircuts.

- Essie's proclamation on the kitchen.

- One more science project checked off the list. 
Molly and Basden did this 100% by themselves.

- Fifteen years of monthly dinners with dear friends. This particular month ~ Blue Mesa after  Anthropologie's Fashion show.
Lovely Beth as an Anthro model
Love these dear friends.
 - Kevin and his investment in our middle school kids

- Special Moms in Prayer meeting, praying over our graduating 5th graders. Very special tradition.

- Alan and Jeremy's generosity to immediately jump in and cut up an enormous fallen branch in our yard last Saturday, then a delivery of Mother's Day flowers to me (and many other moms) an hour later. Such helpful neighbors.

- Sweet friends.
We love the Rooneys!
- Where Cross sleeps each night ~ at the entrance to our room.
Our great protecter
- Knowing that a TCU student was baptized in the hot tub last week, with nearly a hundred kids here watching and celebrating, even though we were gone the whole time. Precious to get to be a part.

- An expensive home repair. Practicing gratitude in all things, that your will is good, acceptable, and perfect, Lord. Grateful Jordan is available and can do it.

- Daboo signing Esther up for ....baton lessons??

- Corbin "repurposing" part of Saturday night's dinner into Sunday's lunch.

- Lots of reasons to celebrate Hud's successes this year
McLean Athletic Banquet
Football awards
Coach Beltram awards

What a gift to share these moments with all four grandparents
A special privilege to win the same "Most Outstanding" award Bran won as a 7th grader
 - Bran's very quick recovery from wisdom teeth removal. Thank you again, Dr. Stella!

- Surgery Friday, at church by Sunday. Still chubby bunnny, but so thankful for quick healing.

- My distress call to both grandmas ("Help!") about making Basden's Glenda the Good Witch costume
Texted them for help on Tuesday, Wednesday they had Basden at JoAnn's
Just the right Glenda dress - $8 at McCart thrift (funny daddy)
Creating "Glenda crowns" with Claire from transparent cutting boards and sequins
Cutest Glenda ever
She was really happy with her costume. Made me so happy.
- One of my favorite dynamics of the whole Glenda costume process - when we ran into McCart Thrift on a Sunday afternoon and found the basic white dress, we got to the counter and realized that if we'd had a McCart Thrift rewards card, we would have saved even more money by shopping on a Sunday. But as I gave the cashier my card, she informed me no worries, that my husband had already registered for a rewards card. Of COURSE he had.

- All this rain is good for something.
Hudda and his crazy buddies at the Thursday Boys "pond"
- Radiology Assoc dinner here Saturday evening. Such neat families.

- Mother's Day with both sets of parents and all four kiddos.


- Reed jumping in to help Essie with a song on the piano, call out Basden's spelling words. Both instances when they asked for my help as I was doing something else, and Reed immediately jumped in, "Here, I can help!"

- The fun of watching the Rangers, esp as they’ve been winning lately.

- Cindy Burlin, aka Tanglewood's music teacher and our dear friend.
Mrs. Burlin is a GIFT to our family and our community
3rd grade Robin Hood play
 - This cutie. You never know who will emerge from the sun room costume closet

- Kelly Orthodontics. And especially Abby.
No more braces! (at least not til round 2 in a few years)
- That Bran is good at this.

- How she came to the car when I asked her to hop out of the pool because we needed to run to Tom Thumb.

- These boys love their Mama! 

- Front yard picnics on a pretty spring day - why not??

- That we get Mama and Papa in town for "dailies" in the spring months

- More volleyball
Love this (blurry) pic ~ Basden's excitement on the court

- These two. That they've become good friends.

- Getting to live my days with these funny (amazing) girls

Look to the Lord and his strength; seek his face always. Remember the wonders he has done, his miracles...   1 Chronicles 16:11-12